by xandyblog | Oct 28, 2020 | amaze, create, louie the guide puppy, travel
thursday october 7 2020 a big roaring fire, even after i gave the last bundle of wood away. a starry night, not too cold. sitting on a big log stump, huge really, maybe two feet in diameter, feeling the warmth of the fire on my back. the wood smoke still brings back...
by xandyblog | Aug 23, 2019 | amaze, create, inspire, louie the guide puppy, people
Can my current habits carry me to my desired future? a few years back, i made a lot of new and interesting friends simply because i stayed real. i’m in that place again. i’ve no clue as to how i ‘fell out’ of that place, regardless. here i am. i’m 57. (yikes! when did...
by xandyblog | Apr 2, 2019 | create, inspire, louie the guide puppy
for some years now, i have continued coming back around to this definition of success, as it resonates deeply for me. in some way, shape or form the goals below have become my personal manifesto. I see them as the fuller description of ‘Be here now. and come from...
by xandyblog | Jul 27, 2018 | jax boy
whoever, however and whenever you love….. just do it. i cannot say how much i would give to have my jax boy nestled alongside me, with his head cradled in my lap. whoever however and whatever you LOVE, may you honor and love in return. godspeed in...
by xandyblog | Jul 7, 2018 | inspire, jax boy, reach
Five years ago on my 50th birthday, I was living a life fraught with contradictions. In Colorado, but not the town I loved. Working, but not in the industry I loved. Living a life I was choosing even as I knew some things were deeply unaligned. My dad’s health had...
by xandyblog | Dec 18, 2016 | learn
in my recent past, I had these seven years of my life that seemed to disappear into the ether. during that time I met and helped to raise a wonderful 4-year-old boy, and his 7-year-old sister. Last month my step daughter turned 16. I was with them for seven...
by xandyblog | Oct 21, 2016 | create, inspire, reach
to allow ourselves to touch and be touched creates powerful stories and connection. when i’m talking about touch, i’m talking about multiple definitions… when i allow my soul to be touched, i am consciously allowing myself to be vulnerable to all of...
by xandyblog | Sep 8, 2016 | jax boy, metta
sometimes we are allowed to see the passing of time. today, in day 11 of my self-directed metta practice I started with exactly where I am. Mostly simply because I don’t know of any other place to be. (small lol there) earlier, I saw a sweet selection of some...
by xandyblog | Sep 1, 2016 | create, inspire, sadhana
by xandyblog | Aug 30, 2016 | inspire
I am incredibly grateful this journey of mine here on earth continues to be such a transformational experience. I am grateful to be continually led to reading exactly what I need to read and to listen deeply for truth. I am grateful to ask for the teachings I need, to...
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