happy new 2016

happy new 2016

opening the wrapper on a new meditation calendar for 2016, i caught myself. there i was, hanging those new dreams on my wall, while hoping that jax would make it through to the end of next year, next christmas will i still be blessed with him in my life? then,...
absconded!

absconded!

a pair of jeans here. a shirt there. that belt that went with the perfect outfit. i don’t know about you, however, i can confess to having taken over a few items of clothing from the men i’ve loved and known. my dad’s blue, black and grey classic flannel Pendleton...
white shoulders and warm love…

white shoulders and warm love…

right now i have the most loving pup ever sleeping sweetly in my lap. he has his paws hooked lightly over my thighs and his head in my lap. he is snoring lightly, completely asleep and trusting while being held by me. every once in a wile there is a twitch or deep...
heaven on earth

heaven on earth

for me, here’s the thing, it’s all about the willing, constant surrender. why? well, my ego has this fantasy world going on — there is this sandy-world that is perfect. ego-sandy has somehow miraculously created this existence where she is all of the...