learning, and growing

learning, and growing

what meditative musical resonance this morning to be grateful for! bird song, splashing water, gongs, i feel deeply connected to the rhythm of all of life. peaceful, divinely whole, perfectly imperfect, loved, enough. i do love sundays. i have a few things i do daily...
you just never know…

you just never know…

i was lusting after this new sharpie pen that a friend had. after a couple unlucky attempts at the usual stores, i even looked it up online but didn’t want to wait for delivery. i noticed that it could also be purchased at walmart. ugh. not one of my choices for...
happy new 2016

happy new 2016

opening the wrapper on a new meditation calendar for 2016, i caught myself. there i was, hanging those new dreams on my wall, while hoping that jax would make it through to the end of next year, next christmas will i still be blessed with him in my life? then,...
absconded!

absconded!

a pair of jeans here. a shirt there. that belt that went with the perfect outfit. i don’t know about you, however, i can confess to having taken over a few items of clothing from the men i’ve loved and known. my dad’s blue, black and grey classic flannel Pendleton...
white shoulders and warm love…

white shoulders and warm love…

right now i have the most loving pup ever sleeping sweetly in my lap. he has his paws hooked lightly over my thighs and his head in my lap. he is snoring lightly, completely asleep and trusting while being held by me. every once in a wile there is a twitch or deep...
heaven on earth

heaven on earth

for me, here’s the thing, it’s all about the willing, constant surrender. why? well, my ego has this fantasy world going on — there is this sandy-world that is perfect. ego-sandy has somehow miraculously created this existence where she is all of the...
once upon a time…

once upon a time…

once upon a time, on a thanksgiving day long ago and far away, a girl and a boy decided it would be a good day to marry. after all, what could possibly be more auspicious than acknowledging your life union on a day of thanks giving and gratitude? this was a great idea...
may I acknowledge you?

may I acknowledge you?

I hope your answer was Yes!   you, just as you are right this moment, wherever and however that is, YOU are awesome. i acknowledge your desire to know love and experience happiness. i notice you living life fully and completely and giving it your all. i recognize your...
regret. and forgiveness.

regret. and forgiveness.

forgiveness was one of those words that was supposed to mean a lot. I treated it that way and yet would have to add that it never really hit me square between the eyes, as they say. then, in the way that the universe has, I was receiving back to back to back messages,...